God's got my back

Yesterday at faithworks during pray request I was crying so much all I ask was God help me be strong.My tanf " welfare" hasn't come in 3 months due to missed mail and clerical errors,my disability check got deposited in wrong account so I won't get it for a couple of weeks,my car wouldn't start ,and we were out of food stamps . I knew that God would see us though.He always does but I was so tired of being so broke. Last night the youth minister came by. He heard I was out of gas. A friend had already brought by some gas and we found out that something was wrong with the car. David called someone from my church family and I mean family not just a church but people that love me and my kids. He said he would try and get someone by to see if they can identify the car's problem. He said that someone would pick us up for church sunday.We've miss a lot of church lately due to illness and lack of gas for car.

Today during school I was laughing and talking full of true happiness,No I didn't get any money yet but I know God has given me a truly loving church home,true friends though faithworks and kids that love me.how can I be down when God has always got us though things that most people would not believe.He led me prison which started me to stop being a victim.He put my kids in a fabulous foster home.Which led me to a church that loves me just the way I am tattoos and all.Though Church I was told about faithworks which has helped me understand that I matter and that I can make a difference.I will soon graduate and if all works out I start a job working online at home in Jan.Why should I cry and worry when God's got my back,